February 2012
41 posts
I am trying to create a schedule for myself. For Odin, as well, to keep up both happy. He is depressed, and I am depressed & it’s really only because I don’t do anything. So today I’ve started a routine! I’ve decided to not pat myself on the back about it, or tell Jordan about what I did today until I’ve managed to do the exact same thing for at least three...
Shit just got real… again. & I know when people say that, it’s usually used ironically, & things really haven’t become that serious. This is serious. Possibly. Probably. I am so afraid.
TODAY IS LIKE THIS:
Somewhere, somehow, I really lost sight of myself. Everything I am today, the way I look to every word I say, doesn’t feel like me. I feel like the person I’m looking for has been completely forced out. I think she’s frightened, and if she’s anything like me, that’s more than enough to keep her away.
2 tags
1 tag
2 tags
I wanted to write something. So I went out to my backyard, and I wrote. It wasn’t very good, it didn’t really say much, but it made me feel good; It made me feel. I don’t do that so much anymore.
I think if I put it in words somewhere, I’ll stop. It was fun, nothing wrong happened, but it’s going to stop now. & that’s just the end of it.
1 tag
1 tag
1 tag
“there were sharks below
hungry for me
so I dangled my legs”
– Dan Mangan
January 2012
8 posts
December 2011
21 posts
